30 Days of Truth: Day 26

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.

Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a play-list to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.

Sometimes everyone wants to give up. Sooner or later it’s a notion to give up on life, on a task, an event or a feeling we have. The best and smartest thing you can do however is to not ‘give in’ to giving up. I think “giving up” is sometimes inevitable. However cherishing your life and yourself on a daily basis is so important. To answer the question, I have been to the deep deep down of desperation to give up on life; in both senses, emotionally and physically too. I have acted on it once, but nothing luckily happened. I am now loving myself enough to never harm myself in that way ever again. I know I have people all around me who love me and I no longer have feelings of depression or anxiety around living versus giving up on myself and things. In the past I have felt bombarded and surrounded by controlling people who have their hands on my future. It was very stressful feeling helpless. It was hard to grow up in an environment like I did and then just having to become an adult all alone on my own and learn by myself. Like I said- I grew up and learned to love myself and find ways to never get that low again.

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